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Blink away another tear Try not to think So your makeup wont smear Put on a fake smile Numb your mind Look like your fine He doesn't care that your dieing inside Your brains a jumble Wanting to show All that comes out is a mumble Confusion sweeps over What the hell's going on? It feels like someone went and set off a huge bomb inside you feel your heart go tick- tick limiting the time until its gone with nothing to replace what the damage has done Scared Worried Alone When the hopes all gone.

Clear your throat Try to speak Say what you must Don't sound meek Close your mind Open your heart Free yourself Shoot a dart straight and true To help you do what you need to It won't be easy It won't be fun But in the end, it must be done

What happens when happiness fades, Goes far away, And turns everything gray? Reality hits you. The feelings not new, Happiness gone, You lay quiet on your lawn Wondering what to do Your heart sinks down Deep into the ground Trying to wrap your mind around Everything you just went through Denial is first. That's always the worst Pretending everything's fine, But your really not so blind- Nothings really fine It's only a phase Life's one big maze With a turn theres always another bend Good things will come, Soon enough little one Don't worry- They always do...

When day turns to night And night turns to day When color dulls and turns into gray. Some open some shut some stuck in between Good or bad cannot be forseen Every door is a choice Every choice makes me wish more That i knew what was instore When i open each door. I choose the wrong one again Now my heart breaks in two Duct tape won't help, nor will super glue I need love and true passion to restore The two into one A task that won't be fun It will take time and patience, compassion and more, Probably a teacher to preach me a lesson On how to selecct the right door And fix my poor poor achey heart. I need a friend who is sma